Friday, April 18, 2025

the slide leads down with screws drilled in the sides of it

everything is great and I'm not enjoying it, 
the slide leads down with screws drilled in the sides of it.  
so what if some music producer - sorry - 'engineer' died?  

you take a may bank holiday when you can... 
midweek and alone, staring out the open window, 
strong lager on the window cill, cool air drifting in  
such a shame to waste so much when so little's been paid. 

all the times when things were good  
this is an unhealthy obsession 
fuck it all in the bin or high up on the shelf 
leave all bad programming behind, 
accept transistors and wirings of the mind. 
bend backwards to meet it: as you let go.  
you ever feel like you're falling asleep? 
yet again 
yet again.  
makes you think 
makes you think 

footsteps audible.